That feel when the fear sinks in.
the fear of losing someone you hold so dear.
That person you've given everything to.
That person you care so much for.
That person that fills your thoughts and the void that you had in your heart.
That fear of losing the only thing that's really keeping you alive - that showed the light of the abyss around you. The only one that could make you laugh when no one else could. The only star in the void.
Then the pain appears. Tears fall as leaves crumple to the ground in autumn... leaving the tree bare... leaving the soul bare and alone.
Fear and pain of losing someone.
But then you remember...
The joy that person brought. The laughter you shared.