feeling it again
unappreciated
disgrace
shame
guilt
pain
why do i even bother
trying to go out of my way
to please them?
they dont care
went to find a rock
cause he likes rocks
also cuz the bookstore was closed..
not that i'd know what book to get him anyway
but no
the one I pick not good enough
well sorry DAD
that i have school and i'm tryin to fuckin please you
i hate school
doing it for u
sorry DAD that i cant work full time AND fuckin do schoool
sorry that i cant fucking please u no matter what i fucking do
SORRY I'M NOT A FUCKIN SON
fuck azn parents
this is when i wonder if i'm better off dead