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The Other World Part 2
(please read Part 1 first)
A faint light appeared in the distance. The hopeful soul forces the entity to stop and look. Sure enough, it was the green spark, it had returned. Its light, though diminished by its journey, quickly regained its former glow as it drew off the kindness of the entity's soul. The soul brightened in return, gladly embracing the warmth and light of the green spark, also happy at the spark's joy.
Smoke... fog... drifting... blanketing the ground... both dangerous and safe. could go either way. fractured thoughts, restless mind, entity moves on.
A faint light appeared in the distance. The hopeful soul forces the entity to stop and look. Sure enough, it was the green spark, it had returned. Its light, though diminished by its journey, quickly regained its former glow as it drew off the kindness of the entity's soul. The soul brightened in return, gladly embracing the warmth and light of the green spark, also happy at the spark's joy.
* * *
Smoke... fog... drifting... blanketing the ground... both dangerous and safe. could go either way. fractured thoughts, restless mind, entity moves on.
* * *
The green spark bounced as it floated, as if content. The blue soul glowed in response, growing slightly. The purple swirls circled, forever wary. The green spark had left it, the guards made sure to protect the soul so it would not be hurt again... hopefully. Why make up such petty, unnecessary lies when... no... especially to someone so understanding and kind? Meanwhile the entity trudged on, following the light of the green spark. Darkness so heavy made the entity hunch over, made it want to stop and give up, but the entity slowly moved on. Step by step.
Lightning struck out from Entity, voices were in the distance, treacherous voices speaking only of empty promises and fake friendships. They just wanted attention, such shallow thoughts... but the entity knew better. It could sense the hidden hostility, the falseness of their kindness... those kinds of people only made "friendships" for their own selfish needs. The moment you stop feeding them what they want, they abandon you. Lightning surrounded the entity, creating a static barrier and thunderous shocks... drowning out the insidious cries. The entity trudged on, looking for what little purity is left, if any.
If something can be destroyed by truth, then it should be.
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How I realized I'm "One of those people."
I just realized that I'm weird.
I'm one of the people who would prefer to spend a lot of time with just one person.
If I could just survive I think without interacting with someone else but one person. I totally would.
That's the definition of a clingy person.
Maybe that's why I hate other people?
Fuck other people.
not you, (the guy/girl) reading, if you know me then you're cool.
For now.
But I just realized that I just hate other people except this one person.
It's kind of funny really. It's cynicism and hatred for everyone else but this one person.
it's very great having this one person to be so cynic with.
Being "One of those people" is great.
I'm one of the people who would prefer to spend a lot of time with just one person.
If I could just survive I think without interacting with someone else but one person. I totally would.
That's the definition of a clingy person.
Maybe that's why I hate other people?
Fuck other people.
not you, (the guy/girl) reading, if you know me then you're cool.
For now.
But I just realized that I just hate other people except this one person.
It's kind of funny really. It's cynicism and hatred for everyone else but this one person.
it's very great having this one person to be so cynic with.
Being "One of those people" is great.
BEEP BEEP I'M A JEEP
I want to kill myself or stab myself and turn myself into a super human robotic shit
that moment when people are so stupid to the point you literally want to hurt yourself so you can turn into a cyborg and kill them all.
but seriously. it'd be pretty awesome. then you basically have a free shield if your arm is made out of metal and what not.
reminds me of FMA
just have a metal arm. turn into whatever u need it to.
THAT'D BE SO AWESOME.
next on list: get rich and turn into superhuman cyborg beast.
that moment when people are so stupid to the point you literally want to hurt yourself so you can turn into a cyborg and kill them all.
but seriously. it'd be pretty awesome. then you basically have a free shield if your arm is made out of metal and what not.
reminds me of FMA
just have a metal arm. turn into whatever u need it to.
THAT'D BE SO AWESOME.
next on list: get rich and turn into superhuman cyborg beast.
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the whole time difference thing
Most ppl experience maybe max 6 hours of time difference. But when you go somewhere with a 15 hour time difference it can be quite disorienting. Especially when you arrive at your home earlier (7pm) than the time you left at (11pm) in the SAME DAY. Hey look guys! Time travelling EXISTS
just in a different sort of way.
you know.
just in a different sort of way.
you know.
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Ignorance is bliss
Cancer everywhurrr
When the average person is near death, for some reason it creates fear; and with it comes despair. But why despair? When you have lived your life, if you are old and had your fun, if you are 90 years old and saw your children grow up, marry, have kids of their own... why despair? why fear?
The hardest trait to find is acceptance.
Ignorance is bliss, after all.
And if you are young, immediate death; nothing you can do.
Something like cancer, you still have time. Live out your life then. You know what to do with those savings. You can use them right now and just do what you want before you die. Finish that checklist.
The only thing you could fear if you are dying, is fearing for those you are leaving behind. Fear of hurting them and them falling to despair. But they too, must come to accept your passing.
Death serves as a reminder for us to appreciate the living... and if the living is unfortunate then death serves as a release.
When the average person is near death, for some reason it creates fear; and with it comes despair. But why despair? When you have lived your life, if you are old and had your fun, if you are 90 years old and saw your children grow up, marry, have kids of their own... why despair? why fear?
The hardest trait to find is acceptance.
Ignorance is bliss, after all.
And if you are young, immediate death; nothing you can do.
Something like cancer, you still have time. Live out your life then. You know what to do with those savings. You can use them right now and just do what you want before you die. Finish that checklist.
The only thing you could fear if you are dying, is fearing for those you are leaving behind. Fear of hurting them and them falling to despair. But they too, must come to accept your passing.
Death serves as a reminder for us to appreciate the living... and if the living is unfortunate then death serves as a release.
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Steps
Being part of a group was not something
I aimed for. It just sort of happens. To regular people I seem like
an anomaly, some cut-out character from a movie or book that they
might have read or heard of. Intriguing was a word that was used to
describe me quite frequently.
But once they get to know me and delve
deeper into my personality they realize that things become too real.
Is it my fault that the very thing they admire in me is also the
thing they suddenly begin fearing? There are those who feel that they
are okay with the darker actions as long as it protected others. A
sense of greater good, or justice if you will. There are those who
think they can handle a bit of fire and chaos in their life but if
you introduce to them just enough to singe them slightly they begin
to fear a deep burning and completely back off.
I left a trail of bad friendships and
hatred towards me when all I wanted was some companionship. I
couldn't help what I was and all the negativity towards me grew into
such a weight that it pulled me down and made me feel like I was
never going to fit in and there would be no reason to continue. I was
a mistake and I didn't know how to fix myself.
Then I met others like me. Some called
them outcasts and thugs. I called them friends. A type of friendship
that transcended stupid drama and instead stepped quickly into an
unspoken agreement of trust through fire.
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
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poofpoof
When you love someone so much, you start to understand the "cheesiness" that people describe; that they do not understand. The feeling that many artists have tried to capture, but failed to do so. Not because they are incompetent, but simply because it is impossible. The feeling of happiness that comes from such genuine love. True happiness. It cannot be captured in any art form. Too complex, too potent to describe in words, song, pictures.
One does not understand it until he/she experiences it. It overcomes you.
It is like when you sink to the very bottom when you are depressed. When you lose something or someone dear to you. When that abyss closes in and you can't see anything else but darkness. Or when you have a panic attack. A phobia.
Except it's the exact opposite.
You're soaring. Elated. No, not even those words suffice.
You only understand when you feel it.
One does not understand it until he/she experiences it. It overcomes you.
It is like when you sink to the very bottom when you are depressed. When you lose something or someone dear to you. When that abyss closes in and you can't see anything else but darkness. Or when you have a panic attack. A phobia.
Except it's the exact opposite.
You're soaring. Elated. No, not even those words suffice.
You only understand when you feel it.
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what if
What if you could control the weather?
What if you could see glimpses of the future?
The future is dangerous to see. Most of the time, whether you believe in this or not, the fact is visions usually show negative things. Bad things that are going to happen or might happen. The problem is knowing which one. Seeing the future is a burden too; it causes you to worry. Some things can't be changed.
But some things can, and this is where the worry drops in. Should you do something about it? Or let it happen? What if you could prevent the death of one you loved? Or is the vision only a warning? A sign not to do something.
Ignorance is bliss... is it not? Albeit not genuine happiness or bliss, but bliss nonetheless. Who's to judge?
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That moment when...
So have you ever have that moment where you're not sure what it is... like you got hit in that area but u got a bruise in a specific area that u dont remember getting hit.. but then you're not sure if it's a bruiser or a pimple or a mosquito bite or something.. so you're just sitting there like this hurts and i'm not sure why?
koo well it looks like i got punched in the eye. eyelid is like. swollen or something.
but i didn't get punched in the eye. so. it hurts when i blink. that's cool.
on a lighter note
it's sunny. :D
smoooooooothieeeee
Smoothies are so good.
HAVE A GOOD DAY
Thanks for reading.
koo well it looks like i got punched in the eye. eyelid is like. swollen or something.
but i didn't get punched in the eye. so. it hurts when i blink. that's cool.
on a lighter note
it's sunny. :D
smoooooooothieeeee
Smoothies are so good.
HAVE A GOOD DAY
Thanks for reading.
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life sucks
people suck
what i hate most about ppl
1) hypocrites
do what you preach
set the example
also this is how you win arguments. most ppl are hypocrites. literally just throw what they said back at 'em and most of the time they're fuckin speechless. or tell you to shut up. u know you've won an argument when someone says the following: 'shut up', 'whatever', 'fine' etc.
2) when people use their gender as an excuse for their attitude
attitude has NOTHING to do with gender. stop using it as an scapegoat. most of you are fuckin using this as an excuse to justify your attitude. only a handful of ppl can rightfully blame their gender ... actually their hormones. for instance some ppl do have innate high testerone, or high hormone activity when they have their period and what not. that is not ENTIRELY their fault but there is still something called WILLPOWER and there is always HELP like medical help.
3) liars.
4) cocky assholes
what i hate most about ppl
1) hypocrites
do what you preach
set the example
also this is how you win arguments. most ppl are hypocrites. literally just throw what they said back at 'em and most of the time they're fuckin speechless. or tell you to shut up. u know you've won an argument when someone says the following: 'shut up', 'whatever', 'fine' etc.
2) when people use their gender as an excuse for their attitude
attitude has NOTHING to do with gender. stop using it as an scapegoat. most of you are fuckin using this as an excuse to justify your attitude. only a handful of ppl can rightfully blame their gender ... actually their hormones. for instance some ppl do have innate high testerone, or high hormone activity when they have their period and what not. that is not ENTIRELY their fault but there is still something called WILLPOWER and there is always HELP like medical help.
3) liars.
4) cocky assholes
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!@#$ life *MATURE CONTENT*
VENTING
IRK
u know
like
alwys fuckin IRKED
wtf is up with fuckin retards. how hard is it to fuckin have some fuckin discipline
how hard is it to fuckin quit being a fuckin piece of ass motherfuckin bitch
if u're gonna be a fuckin parent they should fuckin have a fuckin test to make sure u're actually fuckin legible to have a fuckin kid
ok
like
if u're a fuckin adult dont fucking mock ur child. shit is retarded. are YOU the child? no. SET the fuckin example. if u act like a child how the FUCK do u expect your child to grow the fuck up? YOU CANT. YOU'RE LUCKY IF THEY DO CAUSE SOMEHOW THEY'RE SMART ENOUGH TO READ BOOKS AND TEACH THEMSELVES MANNERS AND MORALES HOLY SHIT
also if u have a fuckin loved one fuckin LOVE THEM
and PAY ATTENTION TO THEM
and BE THOUGHTFUL
and INVITE THEM
IF U'RE NOT SURE U HAVE A MOUTH U HAVE WAYS TO COMMUNICATE FUCKING DO IT
IT'S NOT THAT FUCKIN HARD
HOLY FUCKIN SHIT
ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGH
# hate life
IRK
u know
like
alwys fuckin IRKED
wtf is up with fuckin retards. how hard is it to fuckin have some fuckin discipline
how hard is it to fuckin quit being a fuckin piece of ass motherfuckin bitch
if u're gonna be a fuckin parent they should fuckin have a fuckin test to make sure u're actually fuckin legible to have a fuckin kid
ok
like
if u're a fuckin adult dont fucking mock ur child. shit is retarded. are YOU the child? no. SET the fuckin example. if u act like a child how the FUCK do u expect your child to grow the fuck up? YOU CANT. YOU'RE LUCKY IF THEY DO CAUSE SOMEHOW THEY'RE SMART ENOUGH TO READ BOOKS AND TEACH THEMSELVES MANNERS AND MORALES HOLY SHIT
also if u have a fuckin loved one fuckin LOVE THEM
and PAY ATTENTION TO THEM
and BE THOUGHTFUL
and INVITE THEM
IF U'RE NOT SURE U HAVE A MOUTH U HAVE WAYS TO COMMUNICATE FUCKING DO IT
IT'S NOT THAT FUCKIN HARD
HOLY FUCKIN SHIT
ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGH
# hate life
cuz um 4/20
Imagine you're a dragon. Or a bird. of you want to just be you that's fine
But picture yourself soaring through the beautiful sky. Clear blue, no clouds, sunny. Feel the wind caress your entire body. Slowly open your eyes to see below a stunning waterfall. Thunderous yet peaceful. You dive down with the waterfall and into the lake below. Cold splashes all over you. You turn around and face the sky, blurred by the surface of the water.
Burst through the surface and land on the soft warm grass. Soak up the sun's heat and listen to the birds sing. Feel the rhythm of the drum. Let all pass.
But picture yourself soaring through the beautiful sky. Clear blue, no clouds, sunny. Feel the wind caress your entire body. Slowly open your eyes to see below a stunning waterfall. Thunderous yet peaceful. You dive down with the waterfall and into the lake below. Cold splashes all over you. You turn around and face the sky, blurred by the surface of the water.
Burst through the surface and land on the soft warm grass. Soak up the sun's heat and listen to the birds sing. Feel the rhythm of the drum. Let all pass.
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What is strength?
One of the hardest things I've experienced is seeing the one you love so angry and upset and knowing you were part of the reason to cause him or her to be like that. It doesn't even have to be on purpose. You could think the other person is fine but something could have happened so they are more sensitive. Things you say that are normally okay hurt them, and in doing so, ends up hurting you.
When you love someone so much, you want them to be smiling and be happy as much as possible. Just sensing they are in pain or seeing them hurt, brings tears to my eyes and a heaviness in my heart. The hardest type of courage and strength stems from overcoming that feeling. Overcoming the want to cry, that sinking feeling, so you can be strong and cheer them up. Why? Because if they're already hurting, seeing you hurt will just exacerbate the situation. So you hold it back... let it out later, somewhere else. Or even better, it might be gone then.
Distract yourself. Distract that person you love so much. They'll forget their troubles. They will smile, making you smile.
That, I believe, is genuine love.
When you love someone so much, you want them to be smiling and be happy as much as possible. Just sensing they are in pain or seeing them hurt, brings tears to my eyes and a heaviness in my heart. The hardest type of courage and strength stems from overcoming that feeling. Overcoming the want to cry, that sinking feeling, so you can be strong and cheer them up. Why? Because if they're already hurting, seeing you hurt will just exacerbate the situation. So you hold it back... let it out later, somewhere else. Or even better, it might be gone then.
Distract yourself. Distract that person you love so much. They'll forget their troubles. They will smile, making you smile.
That, I believe, is genuine love.
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People need to learn to SET the example, instead of simply preaching. You should not plant hate in young children. They need to learn things for themselves, figure out that not all people are bad. The more you set prejudice and hate in your heart, you are passing it on... and that is how the hate never stops. Because children look up to you. It is built in them. They instinctively search for a model to learn from. How else can they survive in a world they are new to? They watch habits and learn. They watch what you DO not what you say.
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Gemstones
Gemstones are pretty friggin' awesome. So many colours, so many swirls. Different transparencies, different designs. Different shapes, different sizes.
Rocks in general are awesome.
You have rough ones - untouched by the flowing currents of water - the smooth ones that are brushed by these waves - shiny ones that have been polished by a curious adventurer - dusty ones that have been forgotten by old adventurers - and so on.
Rocks hold so many secrets, esp amber - containing DNA
Rocks are the foundation for so many buildings and natural structures
Rocks can be used as tools, channel stones, or simply decorations.
Rocks in general are awesome.
You have rough ones - untouched by the flowing currents of water - the smooth ones that are brushed by these waves - shiny ones that have been polished by a curious adventurer - dusty ones that have been forgotten by old adventurers - and so on.
Rocks hold so many secrets, esp amber - containing DNA
Rocks are the foundation for so many buildings and natural structures
Rocks can be used as tools, channel stones, or simply decorations.
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