people suck
what i hate most about ppl
1) hypocrites
do what you preach
set the example
also this is how you win arguments. most ppl are hypocrites. literally just throw what they said back at 'em and most of the time they're fuckin speechless. or tell you to shut up. u know you've won an argument when someone says the following: 'shut up', 'whatever', 'fine' etc.
2) when people use their gender as an excuse for their attitude
attitude has NOTHING to do with gender. stop using it as an scapegoat. most of you are fuckin using this as an excuse to justify your attitude. only a handful of ppl can rightfully blame their gender ... actually their hormones. for instance some ppl do have innate high testerone, or high hormone activity when they have their period and what not. that is not ENTIRELY their fault but there is still something called WILLPOWER and there is always HELP like medical help.
3) liars.
4) cocky assholes
!@#$ life *MATURE CONTENT*
VENTING
IRK
u know
like
alwys fuckin IRKED
wtf is up with fuckin retards. how hard is it to fuckin have some fuckin discipline
how hard is it to fuckin quit being a fuckin piece of ass motherfuckin bitch
if u're gonna be a fuckin parent they should fuckin have a fuckin test to make sure u're actually fuckin legible to have a fuckin kid
ok
like
if u're a fuckin adult dont fucking mock ur child. shit is retarded. are YOU the child? no. SET the fuckin example. if u act like a child how the FUCK do u expect your child to grow the fuck up? YOU CANT. YOU'RE LUCKY IF THEY DO CAUSE SOMEHOW THEY'RE SMART ENOUGH TO READ BOOKS AND TEACH THEMSELVES MANNERS AND MORALES HOLY SHIT
also if u have a fuckin loved one fuckin LOVE THEM
and PAY ATTENTION TO THEM
and BE THOUGHTFUL
and INVITE THEM
IF U'RE NOT SURE U HAVE A MOUTH U HAVE WAYS TO COMMUNICATE FUCKING DO IT
IT'S NOT THAT FUCKIN HARD
HOLY FUCKIN SHIT
ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGH
# hate life
IRK
u know
like
alwys fuckin IRKED
wtf is up with fuckin retards. how hard is it to fuckin have some fuckin discipline
how hard is it to fuckin quit being a fuckin piece of ass motherfuckin bitch
if u're gonna be a fuckin parent they should fuckin have a fuckin test to make sure u're actually fuckin legible to have a fuckin kid
ok
like
if u're a fuckin adult dont fucking mock ur child. shit is retarded. are YOU the child? no. SET the fuckin example. if u act like a child how the FUCK do u expect your child to grow the fuck up? YOU CANT. YOU'RE LUCKY IF THEY DO CAUSE SOMEHOW THEY'RE SMART ENOUGH TO READ BOOKS AND TEACH THEMSELVES MANNERS AND MORALES HOLY SHIT
also if u have a fuckin loved one fuckin LOVE THEM
and PAY ATTENTION TO THEM
and BE THOUGHTFUL
and INVITE THEM
IF U'RE NOT SURE U HAVE A MOUTH U HAVE WAYS TO COMMUNICATE FUCKING DO IT
IT'S NOT THAT FUCKIN HARD
HOLY FUCKIN SHIT
ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGH
# hate life
cuz um 4/20
Imagine you're a dragon. Or a bird. of you want to just be you that's fine
But picture yourself soaring through the beautiful sky. Clear blue, no clouds, sunny. Feel the wind caress your entire body. Slowly open your eyes to see below a stunning waterfall. Thunderous yet peaceful. You dive down with the waterfall and into the lake below. Cold splashes all over you. You turn around and face the sky, blurred by the surface of the water.
Burst through the surface and land on the soft warm grass. Soak up the sun's heat and listen to the birds sing. Feel the rhythm of the drum. Let all pass.
But picture yourself soaring through the beautiful sky. Clear blue, no clouds, sunny. Feel the wind caress your entire body. Slowly open your eyes to see below a stunning waterfall. Thunderous yet peaceful. You dive down with the waterfall and into the lake below. Cold splashes all over you. You turn around and face the sky, blurred by the surface of the water.
Burst through the surface and land on the soft warm grass. Soak up the sun's heat and listen to the birds sing. Feel the rhythm of the drum. Let all pass.
What is strength?
One of the hardest things I've experienced is seeing the one you love so angry and upset and knowing you were part of the reason to cause him or her to be like that. It doesn't even have to be on purpose. You could think the other person is fine but something could have happened so they are more sensitive. Things you say that are normally okay hurt them, and in doing so, ends up hurting you.
When you love someone so much, you want them to be smiling and be happy as much as possible. Just sensing they are in pain or seeing them hurt, brings tears to my eyes and a heaviness in my heart. The hardest type of courage and strength stems from overcoming that feeling. Overcoming the want to cry, that sinking feeling, so you can be strong and cheer them up. Why? Because if they're already hurting, seeing you hurt will just exacerbate the situation. So you hold it back... let it out later, somewhere else. Or even better, it might be gone then.
Distract yourself. Distract that person you love so much. They'll forget their troubles. They will smile, making you smile.
That, I believe, is genuine love.
When you love someone so much, you want them to be smiling and be happy as much as possible. Just sensing they are in pain or seeing them hurt, brings tears to my eyes and a heaviness in my heart. The hardest type of courage and strength stems from overcoming that feeling. Overcoming the want to cry, that sinking feeling, so you can be strong and cheer them up. Why? Because if they're already hurting, seeing you hurt will just exacerbate the situation. So you hold it back... let it out later, somewhere else. Or even better, it might be gone then.
Distract yourself. Distract that person you love so much. They'll forget their troubles. They will smile, making you smile.
That, I believe, is genuine love.
One
Soul, the essence of our
Heart, which resides in the
Body, the instrument of the
Mind, influenced by the
Soul... seeks
Happiness, the ultimate goal
Darkness, the source of insidious
Thoughts, fear of being
One, the loneliest number.
Body, the instrument of the
Mind, influenced by the
Soul... seeks
Happiness, the ultimate goal
Darkness, the source of insidious
Thoughts, fear of being
One, the loneliest number.
People need to learn to SET the example, instead of simply preaching. You should not plant hate in young children. They need to learn things for themselves, figure out that not all people are bad. The more you set prejudice and hate in your heart, you are passing it on... and that is how the hate never stops. Because children look up to you. It is built in them. They instinctively search for a model to learn from. How else can they survive in a world they are new to? They watch habits and learn. They watch what you DO not what you say.
Gemstones
Gemstones are pretty friggin' awesome. So many colours, so many swirls. Different transparencies, different designs. Different shapes, different sizes.
Rocks in general are awesome.
You have rough ones - untouched by the flowing currents of water - the smooth ones that are brushed by these waves - shiny ones that have been polished by a curious adventurer - dusty ones that have been forgotten by old adventurers - and so on.
Rocks hold so many secrets, esp amber - containing DNA
Rocks are the foundation for so many buildings and natural structures
Rocks can be used as tools, channel stones, or simply decorations.
Rocks in general are awesome.
You have rough ones - untouched by the flowing currents of water - the smooth ones that are brushed by these waves - shiny ones that have been polished by a curious adventurer - dusty ones that have been forgotten by old adventurers - and so on.
Rocks hold so many secrets, esp amber - containing DNA
Rocks are the foundation for so many buildings and natural structures
Rocks can be used as tools, channel stones, or simply decorations.
who needs a title
That feel when the fear sinks in.
the fear of losing someone you hold so dear.
That person you've given everything to.
That person you care so much for.
That person that fills your thoughts and the void that you had in your heart.
That fear of losing the only thing that's really keeping you alive - that showed the light of the abyss around you. The only one that could make you laugh when no one else could. The only star in the void.
Then the pain appears. Tears fall as leaves crumple to the ground in autumn... leaving the tree bare... leaving the soul bare and alone.
Fear and pain of losing someone.
But then you remember...
The joy that person brought. The laughter you shared.
the fear of losing someone you hold so dear.
That person you've given everything to.
That person you care so much for.
That person that fills your thoughts and the void that you had in your heart.
That fear of losing the only thing that's really keeping you alive - that showed the light of the abyss around you. The only one that could make you laugh when no one else could. The only star in the void.
Then the pain appears. Tears fall as leaves crumple to the ground in autumn... leaving the tree bare... leaving the soul bare and alone.
Fear and pain of losing someone.
But then you remember...
The joy that person brought. The laughter you shared.
Omnipotence
Omnipotence
A searing jet of
flame spewed to my left. I could feel
the intense heat and smelled a deathly rotting stench. Not able to register what those auburn
coloured creatures were, I continued running while trying to put the picture
together. Parts of them glowed as if
fire existed inside their bodies, but the glow was a ghastly green with strands
of black drifting about. Quickly
glancing back, I saw long sharp claws penetrating the concrete and creating
sparks as they scraped the debris around them.
Suddenly, a bright light blinded my view and my body instinctively
reacted, seeking cover before I grasped what was happening. ‘Too late,’ I thought, as I felt a tingling
sensation creeping over my entire body.
Silence enveloped me. Still
conscious, I saw myself somehow as if I were looking into a mirror, except all
was obsidian black except for my pale white figure. Coarse black hair spiked in every direction,
matching onyx eyes stared out from underneath, and before I saw the rest of my
body the image dissipated into the darkness.
Head throbbing, vision returning, I attempted to move when a terrible
chill paralyzed me. I slowly looked at my arms, then my body, and ultimate my
feet. ‘No… it can’t be…’ I thought in horror. I have become one of them.
“AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH”
screamed a man near me as he discovered his transformation.
“Klarsha mic
mahana detara mas” whispered a voice I could not recognize until I realized the
sound came from me. I began losing
control of my body as this entity took over and a surge of power leaped through
me. I understood the creature’s language
and purpose, felt the strength and astounding endurance of this new body… and liked it. Then images of my childhood flashed by; the
beatings, the yelling, the arguing… and I felt at home with this new
entity. I had a family now, these
creatures saw me as their new found leader somehow, and whether my internal
anger fueled and inspired them I have no clue. Determined to take this opportunity to create
a new start, I focused on all the misfortunate events of my life to intensify
my anger. Feeling the monster’s fear and
disbelief, I struggled harder, eager to gain its knowledge and abilities and eventually
managed to overwhelm the other into submission. I absorbed the creature’s wisdom and finished
my transformation. Finally able to see,
I noticed the others were watching, watching with those glowing green eyes with
a newfound respect. Apparently I was
worthy to be their new leader; the previous one had led them into war with
another clan and broke a thousand year old alliance. Our faction, the Sha’rak, had endeavoured to
reform order but was overpowered by the other clan. They fled their homes and
ended up here… in New York of all places.
I observed our surroundings; the formerly
beautiful and bright park was now charred and buildings in ruins. As I turned my attention back to the horde, a
low humming began, vibrating throughout my body. I was
mutating again, this time, thankfully, with less toil. I was their leader, and therefore had to be more
resilient, nimble, and charismatic… if that was even possible. My skin thickened to a plate of armor, enormous
razor sharp wings sprouted from my back, and glowing eloquent patterns revealed
themselves, much more elegant and ornate than the minions waiting before me. Delighted at my impeccable physical form, I
let out a surge of green blaze. The
Sha’rak turned their head upwards and let out a hopeful cry in return. Flexing my muscles, I led the Sha’rak towards
the abyss from where they appeared and descended into the comfort of the warm
earth. The luminescence from our emerald
eyes lit the way as we headed to confront the former leader and restore
alliance Mak’nah.
What a strange life
It never ceases to amaze me just how life has decided to take the wheel with my life recently. For those who don't believe in fate, you're clearly missing out.
Some may call me lucky but I create my own luck at times and when I do it's mostly bad luck. People only seem to notice achievements but they fail to realize that similar to tetris, mistakes pile up and achievements will disappear but will give you a sense of pride that is akin to collecting points.
Nevertheless I built up a collection of bad blocks over the past couple years and maybe that one line block that I've been waiting for has finally decided to show its face for me.
It's a strange feeling writing about something other than a deep sadness or facetious rant but this is something that I've been putting off because recently I could not seem to form any coherent thought or blurb about something as complex as love.
Being a person who requires time to process and plan things out, I felt that my surge of impulsiveness required a much longer time to regurgitate into some words. So here it is, a sense of nothingness that I hope will become something more for the ones who wish to understand my scribbling.
I've been breaking a lot of rules and comfort zones and though everyone seems to frown upon my decisions, I feel - No - I know that the decisions I've made have been fruitful and positive.
People say not to love too fast because you leave yourself vulnerable.
People say not to test the waters with both feet.
People say not to rely on others for happiness.
People say that happiness comes from within.
People say that in order to be happy with someone, you must first be happy with yourself.
And these people are not wrong. These people are those who have molded themselves with the same fire that I seek. Experiences that they have trudged through and the hurt they have felt have given them every right to preach and warn.
But maybe I don't fear what they fear.
Maybe I seek something different and maybe I want to be different. I am a different person than most and that's something that I've grown to accept.
Maybe I've found someone that I feel deserves what I can provide and more.
Maybe I've found someone who will hold my hand as we jump into these waters together.
Maybe I've found someone who gives me a strange warmth that makes me feel as though happiness is something that is both physical and mental.
Maybe I've found someone who needs me as much as I need them.
Maybe I've found someone that is broken like me and we can fix each other with one step at a time.
And maybe I've found someone who keeps me up at night and makes me unable to sleep because reality is finally better than my dreams.
I was never the kind of person to follow rules anyway.
Some may call me lucky but I create my own luck at times and when I do it's mostly bad luck. People only seem to notice achievements but they fail to realize that similar to tetris, mistakes pile up and achievements will disappear but will give you a sense of pride that is akin to collecting points.
Nevertheless I built up a collection of bad blocks over the past couple years and maybe that one line block that I've been waiting for has finally decided to show its face for me.
It's a strange feeling writing about something other than a deep sadness or facetious rant but this is something that I've been putting off because recently I could not seem to form any coherent thought or blurb about something as complex as love.
Being a person who requires time to process and plan things out, I felt that my surge of impulsiveness required a much longer time to regurgitate into some words. So here it is, a sense of nothingness that I hope will become something more for the ones who wish to understand my scribbling.
I've been breaking a lot of rules and comfort zones and though everyone seems to frown upon my decisions, I feel - No - I know that the decisions I've made have been fruitful and positive.
People say not to love too fast because you leave yourself vulnerable.
People say not to test the waters with both feet.
People say not to rely on others for happiness.
People say that happiness comes from within.
People say that in order to be happy with someone, you must first be happy with yourself.
And these people are not wrong. These people are those who have molded themselves with the same fire that I seek. Experiences that they have trudged through and the hurt they have felt have given them every right to preach and warn.
But maybe I don't fear what they fear.
Maybe I seek something different and maybe I want to be different. I am a different person than most and that's something that I've grown to accept.
Maybe I've found someone that I feel deserves what I can provide and more.
Maybe I've found someone who will hold my hand as we jump into these waters together.
Maybe I've found someone who gives me a strange warmth that makes me feel as though happiness is something that is both physical and mental.
Maybe I've found someone who needs me as much as I need them.
Maybe I've found someone that is broken like me and we can fix each other with one step at a time.
And maybe I've found someone who keeps me up at night and makes me unable to sleep because reality is finally better than my dreams.
I was never the kind of person to follow rules anyway.
Music - mostly metal and house/dubstep
Metal
Walk With Me In Hell - Lamb of God
115 - Treyarch Sound, Brian Tuey...
Abigail - Motionless In White
Alerion - Asking Alexandria
Apologies Are For The Weak - Miss May I
Before I Forget - Slipknot
Concrete Jungle - Black Label Society
Creatures - Motionless In White
Dragging Dead Bodies.. - Escape the Fate
Ember - Zao
Masses of a Dying Breed - Miss May I
Mr. Torture - Helloween
Dubstep/House
Tootie Roll - Chronic Crew
Embers (original mix) - Feed me & Lindsay
Spaceman (original) - Hardwell
Energy Drink - Virtual Riot
Relocation - Feed Me
The Island Part I - Pendulum
The Island Part II
Trapdoor (original mix) - Feed Me
Walk With Me In Hell - Lamb of God
115 - Treyarch Sound, Brian Tuey...
Abigail - Motionless In White
Alerion - Asking Alexandria
Apologies Are For The Weak - Miss May I
Before I Forget - Slipknot
Concrete Jungle - Black Label Society
Creatures - Motionless In White
Dragging Dead Bodies.. - Escape the Fate
Ember - Zao
Masses of a Dying Breed - Miss May I
Mr. Torture - Helloween
Dubstep/House
Tootie Roll - Chronic Crew
Embers (original mix) - Feed me & Lindsay
Spaceman (original) - Hardwell
Energy Drink - Virtual Riot
Relocation - Feed Me
The Island Part I - Pendulum
The Island Part II
Trapdoor (original mix) - Feed Me
EVERYBODY CRAB NOW
EVERYBODY CRAB NOW
DOO DOO DOODOO DOO DOO
*rap mode engaged*
GET DOWN ON ALL FOURS
CRAWL AROUND LIKE ROAR
PINCH THE AIR LIKE YOU GOT CLAWS
CUZ FUCK THE POPO AND ALL LAWS
EVERYBODY CRAB NOW
DOO DOO DOODOO DOO DOO
OH GOD WHY??
this is the stupidest shit ever.
continue wid ur life pls.
DOO DOO DOODOO DOO DOO
*rap mode engaged*
GET DOWN ON ALL FOURS
CRAWL AROUND LIKE ROAR
PINCH THE AIR LIKE YOU GOT CLAWS
CUZ FUCK THE POPO AND ALL LAWS
EVERYBODY CRAB NOW
DOO DOO DOODOO DOO DOO
OH GOD WHY??
this is the stupidest shit ever.
continue wid ur life pls.
FOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD
Strawberries and Nutella
Crêpes
Poutine
Nachos
Chips
Beef
Chicken strips
Pizza
Popcorn
Pretzels (bread)
more bread.
more bread.
Cheese
Pasta
Chili flakes. does this count?
Strawberry milkshakes
Iced Tea
Sprite... (+ juice / ice cream)
Bubbletea
Snapple
The Dead
The dead need no fancy materials
The dead need no embellished robes
The dead need nothing other than your memory to live on
They will live on until your memory fades
They will live on until the story ends
But it will never end, and those worth remembering are never forgotten.
The dead do not need flowers, do not need huge empty halls, do not need well made coffins.
We hold them with us in our memory, in our soul. And through that they live with us.
Cherish the present, don't dwell on the past. Don't worry too much about the future. You'll miss an opportunity in front of you if you blind yourself to times past and future.
RIP loved ones.
The dead need no embellished robes
The dead need nothing other than your memory to live on
They will live on until your memory fades
They will live on until the story ends
But it will never end, and those worth remembering are never forgotten.
The dead do not need flowers, do not need huge empty halls, do not need well made coffins.
We hold them with us in our memory, in our soul. And through that they live with us.
Cherish the present, don't dwell on the past. Don't worry too much about the future. You'll miss an opportunity in front of you if you blind yourself to times past and future.
RIP loved ones.
untitled
Visions past
Darkness grows
Light everlasting
All shudders
Pain seeps
Tears drip
Dreams fade
Things end
Flowers bloom
Clouds part
Wind blows
All brightens
You discover love when you discover pain
You discover pain when you discover love
You discover misery when you discover happiness
You discover happiness when you discover misery
...
When you love someone so much. You want them so happy. But you also want to be happy. What are you willing to sacrifice?
What pain are you willing to endure?
For the sake of their joy...
Darkness grows
Light everlasting
All shudders
Pain seeps
Tears drip
Dreams fade
Things end
Flowers bloom
Clouds part
Wind blows
All brightens
You discover love when you discover pain
You discover pain when you discover love
You discover misery when you discover happiness
You discover happiness when you discover misery
...
When you love someone so much. You want them so happy. But you also want to be happy. What are you willing to sacrifice?
What pain are you willing to endure?
For the sake of their joy...
The Other World Part 1
Darkness fell. Forests burned with an eerie orange tinge. A lone entity stood among the chaos. Knowledge is its food, its life source, so it watched everything despite a little fearful. Very deep inside the entity glowed a faint blue light - the heart of the entity... no, the very essence and soul. The soul thrives on knowledge, but more so on love, compassion, and kindness. Purple swirls guard the soul, constantly twirling about, wary of threats. The entity itself is a sapphire blue shadow, tinged with black from the Darkness. It didn't mind though, the blackness also serves as a camouflage with the coming abyss.
Smoke crawls forth, blanketing what's left of the once lively world. Embers shine through every now and then, glimmering like how stars once lit up the sky. Small flecks of light peek from a crack within the Earth. A curious spark, the colour of an emerald, floats through the air. Some of the orange timber singes the green spark, causing it to darken in pain. The spark sinks towards the ground, momentarily lost and blinded. Darkness seeps in, mixing some of its black with the beautiful green. A bright light erupts from a nearby flame, forcing the Darkness away. It sheds some of its luminescence onto the spark. From the distance, the entity noticed the explosion, and slowly draws towards it. It moves so slowly, as if burdened by some great weight. Somehow, despite being sluggish, the entity still carried grace. The spark now evolved, had an orange tinge among its exquisite green shine, along with bits of black left over from Darkness. It was quite a marvelous sight; the black tinge only served to bring out the colours of the spark.
Smoke crawls forth, blanketing what's left of the once lively world. Embers shine through every now and then, glimmering like how stars once lit up the sky. Small flecks of light peek from a crack within the Earth. A curious spark, the colour of an emerald, floats through the air. Some of the orange timber singes the green spark, causing it to darken in pain. The spark sinks towards the ground, momentarily lost and blinded. Darkness seeps in, mixing some of its black with the beautiful green. A bright light erupts from a nearby flame, forcing the Darkness away. It sheds some of its luminescence onto the spark. From the distance, the entity noticed the explosion, and slowly draws towards it. It moves so slowly, as if burdened by some great weight. Somehow, despite being sluggish, the entity still carried grace. The spark now evolved, had an orange tinge among its exquisite green shine, along with bits of black left over from Darkness. It was quite a marvelous sight; the black tinge only served to bring out the colours of the spark.
* * *
The entity finally reached the site of the explosion, at first seeing nothing but destruction. Then it noticed the emerald spark. How curious. Thin orange strands of light danced about it. Spots of black mixed with the stunning green shine. It reminded the entity of itself. A small ember lands on the entity. One of the purple strands quickly removes it. The entity feels nothing, accustomed to pain and having experienced worse; it could not be bothered by such insignificance. The entity walks away, but not before inviting the green spark to follow. Both hesitant and still wary of each other, they continue their journey together. A small pink lotus that survived in this abyss blossomed among the wreckage. The entity notices, its soul glowing a bit brighter as it collects the flower and trudges on.
* * *
Darkness. The light from the green spark was no longer there to guide the entity; the spark had left. Entity moved on. Each step taking more effort than the last. Pain creeped in, the blackness taking over the deep sapphire. Times like these is why the entity does not dare to shine like the orange embers of the earth, like the bright green spark. The soul of the entity, so well hidden from the Darkness but always aware of the menace, was so deeply buried in the entity for safety. The soul, filled with so much love and kindness, despite the cruelty it has suffered, reached out searching for the green spark.
Quotes
The best people possess a feeling for beauty, the courage to take risks, the discipline to tell the truth, the capacity for sacrifice. Ironically, their virtues make them vulnerable - they are often wounded, sometimes destroyed. - Ernest Hemingway
Watch your thoughts, they become words.
Watch your words, they become actions.
Watch your actions, they become habits.
Watch your habits, they become character.
Watch your character, it becomes your destiny.
Laozi
There is no emotion, there is peace.
There is no ignorance, there is knowledge.
There is no passion, there is serenity.
There is no chaos, there is harmony.
There is no death, there is the Force.
Peace is a lie, there is only passion.
Through passion, I gain strength.
Through strength, I gain power.
Through power, I gain victory.
Through victory, my chains are broken.
The Force shall free me.
Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned - XMEN
Watch your thoughts, they become words.
Watch your words, they become actions.
Watch your actions, they become habits.
Watch your habits, they become character.
Watch your character, it becomes your destiny.
Laozi
There is no emotion, there is peace.
There is no ignorance, there is knowledge.
There is no passion, there is serenity.
There is no chaos, there is harmony.There is no death, there is the Force.
Peace is a lie, there is only passion.
Through passion, I gain strength.
Through strength, I gain power.
Through power, I gain victory.
Through victory, my chains are broken.
The Force shall free me.
Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned - XMEN
Creating to share
Let the bass beat your heart
Let the rhythm lead your steps
Let the music flow through...
And guide you to the end
~ V
Hope
There's this place called Hope about 130 kilometers from where I live. I always see the name in the highway signs when I drive back home from a night out. It would say something like, Hope - 120 kilometers.
Back before I had a car I still saw those signs when I was being driven or when I walked by the highway. It was a strange sign to me and although I knew that the place was probably some crappy little city before heading into the wilderness and passing into Alberta, I still felt like it was some magical place that everyone needs to visit one day.
It's something I never shared with anyone, seeing the signs for Hope and seeing it so far away. It was such a sad thought that never failed to fuck my mood up and it always confused me as to why.
I promised myself that one day I would see it and I would be glad that Hope was nothing but a small city in a small area in this small world. But I never end up reaching it, no matter how much I try to go there.
There's always an excuse; it's too hard to get there, It's too rainy, I don't have enough money. But really there's no reason for me to go there.
Hope is just so far away from me.
Back before I had a car I still saw those signs when I was being driven or when I walked by the highway. It was a strange sign to me and although I knew that the place was probably some crappy little city before heading into the wilderness and passing into Alberta, I still felt like it was some magical place that everyone needs to visit one day.
It's something I never shared with anyone, seeing the signs for Hope and seeing it so far away. It was such a sad thought that never failed to fuck my mood up and it always confused me as to why.
I promised myself that one day I would see it and I would be glad that Hope was nothing but a small city in a small area in this small world. But I never end up reaching it, no matter how much I try to go there.
There's always an excuse; it's too hard to get there, It's too rainy, I don't have enough money. But really there's no reason for me to go there.
Hope is just so far away from me.
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