A final thought

This chapter of my life is nearing an end.

I've finally gotten a taste of what I can expect in the future if I work towards it.

It's so much better than before.


It's reminiscent to the reading the final pages of a book that you couldn't seem to put down. How everything seems to conclude and lead to the final parts, knowing deep down that somehow as long as I'm with the person I love and I keep working hard, I can succeed and be happy with what I have.

It's like knowing that the main character of a story will live happily ever after.

It reminded me long ago of that night in the darkness, my sheets covering me in an arc, laying itself gently over my head and capturing the white glow of the laptop as it shone directly at my face. I scrolled through websites now unknown and stumbled very fatefully at the final comic edition of Calvin and Hobbes.

It made me realize that maybe in a world filled with such uncertainty and magic, even someone like me might make it through alright after all.


lost

no place to call home
no place that feels like home
the shadows grow tall
the walls close in

no place to feel safe
no place to feel loved
just dark patches
blurry blots of nothingness

no place to be free
no place to just sing
howls of pain
suffering and death

no place to be

just to be

to exist

just faded memories

floating around
lost


memoirs of a beautiful girl

to my beloved\\\\\\\

SNOOOOO SNOOOOO

jk

anyhooo
HAH THAT RHYMED
es u're so coo\sthusafsf; asfs;
kehboa too har

k


so


anway

hai


I RAV RUUU

so h whoa STO CHOCKIN I JUS WANNA WRIE
t's o har with our keyboad
keboad
kbo.
we

ssthis